Smoldering

Jaidyn Steinbrecher

standing, solely, smoking 

‍ ‍‍ ‍ on a dutch patio. with you across the pond, 

   ‍ ‍my first taste of your absence burns my lips. 

        ‍ ‍it smells of you, 

 ‍ ‍it feels like home. 

     ‍ ‍    the sweetness sweeps my senses 

‍ ‍with a smoldering stardust  

                        ‍ ‍that may never reach you. 

                    ‍ ‍     i hope it finds 

              ‍ ‍  a way. 

 

                                        ‍ ‍   i hold  

               ‍ ‍          it out to you,  

                         ‍ ‍        and let you breathe, 

                 ‍ ‍  decaying in the wind. 

  slowly, softly, smoldering.